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A week ago today I buried my little brother. He was 16. A freshmen in high school. Had his own car and was driving. He was going to go into the Air Force and become an Engineer after graduating high school. It was all taken away from him in a single second Sunday morning at 1:30am the 15th because some punk decided to point an illegal gun in his face and pulled the trigger.
My brother was murdered.
I'm no longer a sister. My parents no longer have a son. I'm once again an only child.
He will never be a husband, a father, a grandfather, or an uncle. His hopes and dreams no longer are obtainable.
I'm so angry. I'm angry at the world. I'm angry at the killer. I'm angry that the killer's mom gave him the damn gun. I'm angry that this BOY wasn't MAN enough to get out of that car and walk away. I'm angry that he claims it was an "accident" and didn't "know" the gun was loaded when he's been ILLEGALLY owning guns since i young teen.
I cry everyday. I worry so much for my parents who have to walk by his empty room everyday. I worry that the killer will get a slap on the wrist and go out and hurt/kill someone else. I worry that my brother will not get the justice that he and my family deserves. Holidays and birthdays will never be the same.
My family and our lives will never be the same.
My brother was murdered.
I'm no longer a sister. My parents no longer have a son. I'm once again an only child.
He will never be a husband, a father, a grandfather, or an uncle. His hopes and dreams no longer are obtainable.
I'm so angry. I'm angry at the world. I'm angry at the killer. I'm angry that the killer's mom gave him the damn gun. I'm angry that this BOY wasn't MAN enough to get out of that car and walk away. I'm angry that he claims it was an "accident" and didn't "know" the gun was loaded when he's been ILLEGALLY owning guns since i young teen.
I cry everyday. I worry so much for my parents who have to walk by his empty room everyday. I worry that the killer will get a slap on the wrist and go out and hurt/kill someone else. I worry that my brother will not get the justice that he and my family deserves. Holidays and birthdays will never be the same.
My family and our lives will never be the same.
Awkward Wave
Look who fell off the face of the planet again? Meeeeeeeeee. Sorry about that.
I decided to take a biiiig step away from the internet for a while. I would look at a few sites here and there, but that was about it. I needed to step back, breathe, and take a good long look at a lot of things.
A lot has happened while I was gone.
My future husband, his cousin, and I struggled for several months for apartment hunting. Either places would turn us down due to one person's credit score being slightly low, or the landlord never got back to us/showed up, or other room mates dropping out.... several times. But at the end of last September, we fi
Popping In
I'm so horrible at updating this place e.e So sorry.
It's been a roller coaster of things the past month. Been out and about a lot, my birthday, and planning out traveling stuff that's happening later in the summer, and a trip downtown for a day in the next few weeks.
I ordered all of the new art supplies that I wanted and they came in a few weeks ago and I'm in love <3 I'm going to be doing some color swatches for my big watercolor pan set and my 60 set of faber-castell polychromos color pencils here in a bit, as well as getting some art done over the next few days since a game that I play with some friends is currently down for a se
Yes, I'm still here
Just popping in for a bit to post a few things and give a few updates (my glasses broke a bit ago so its really hard for me to see so this will be quick).
Waiting on my tax return still (my taxes got messed up and it was not my fault) and I plan on getting a few art supplies that I've been eyeing for a good while so super excited for that. I plan on getting the much bigger version of the watercolor pan set that I have now by Winsor and Newton. The current set I have now is the small 12 pan while the one I plan on buying is the 45 pan set. I also plan on getting a 36 set of polychromos colored pencils from blick, a few drawing pads for just
Updates
Hey guys, it's been a while (actually its been a little over a month oops). Got some updates and was able to find a chunk of time to sit down to do this.
It's been about 2 months since the tragic passing of my younger brother. I've finally gotten to the point where I don't cry everyday, a lot better since I cried for several hours everyday for the first month. It's getting a bit easier to deal with. I mean I still have the days where I'm pretty upset and can get really upset easily, but I'm getting there. There hasn't been a whole bunch of updates with the investigation, the detectives haven't really talked to my parents which is upsettin
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Oh... my goodness. I'd heard that something had happened, but I had no idea it was your brother. Man, I am so so sorry to hear this. I wish there was something that I can do, but words can only do so much. I hope and pray that you and your family will be okay, and that the killer, regardless of how old he is, gets the right punishment for this. There is no way that that sort of thing is an "accident", especially if he's got an illegal gun. Gosh I am so sorry 